apec and broken feelings

how awful and digusting this thing of love

so recently i have been stuck in limbo doing a big spring clean and nursing some broken emotions which have built up recently this worlwhind romances that i dont even want leave me nauseous alot like chemo i imagine I went recently with my friend whilst she undertook some

fortunately i dont have a life threatening illness that causes intense pain apart from my stupidity
stupid late night televison

1. and nursing some emotions which have recently been kicked fairly hard which in itself doesnt usually worry me it is just the fact that it has been happening a lot lately kinda like over and over again people are deciding that they want to spend time with me and then surprise surprise changing their minds which is frustrating and hurts alot
   

but it isnt all dooms and glooms sometimes you get surprised by something in a good way a potentially suitation changing which although is cool it is also kind of weird and i am being totally enigmatic
which doesnt really help any one understand what the hell i am talking about so i am gonna stop so its that apec time of year again i hope you have all purchased my apec presents especially that get out of jail free card hehe
however i did promise mum i wouldnt go anywhere near the protests which sounds poxy but i dont rember the last time she asked me to promise hers something so i did dot it however
i did participate in the massive protest for same sex rights recently and had the best time

it was my first big protest and i revelled in it using my voice as a bull horn for slogan chanting
some would say that apec is more important and some would say protesting is a waste of time in the first place however if you dont turn into a wanker and start "living for the cause" in a poxy floppish way all talk and no walk as i like to put it then i figure its great to get off your ass and stand up for what u believe in instead of whingeing
anyhow i have been making some kick ass art of late due to my broken feelings and may try and post some of it up when i set up my own computer
I should also maybe tell people to read this blog haha

shall we give it a try then

well i have decided to vent my spleen occasionally on the supermega internet and I may need to tell others things in a bloggy manner.

right then I dont really expect this to be a ground breaKING piece of LITERARY BRILLANCE haha
but it will probably laugh at me so you know it might be good for something someof you know me i am a pretty regular kind of weirdo jus in case this is being read by an inet peadophile i am not a young fourteen year old emo boy looking for a dangerous experience at the local park sorry dude.

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